Awake

Apparently, I cannot sleep anymore. It's not really accurate to say that I cannot sleep; rather, I don't feel that I even need sleep right now. What else can one conclude when I have laid in bed for over three hours without one meaningful moment of sleep, only to get up wide awake as though I had not even been trying. At this moment, I am skeptical about the utility of the process at all.

Unfortunately, this poses a catch 22 dilemma.

When I am awake, I need to study because I cannot when I am sleeping. The more that I study, the less likely I will be able to go to sleep. In all honesty, I am at the point now where I think I will go on a marathon session just so that I can crash and recover well before actual test week.